...when you don't know a lot of things, concepts, ideas, knowledge that there is in this world. :|
Err. Well, yeah I'm a bit exaggerating~ It's just that, it such a killer when you see other people know stuff that you don't know...and you wish to know but you can't cause it's either you don't have the right resources or you are simply mentally poor. But I choose the latter more. It isn't such to point that I'd die when I don't get to comprehend these things, but the fact that I am aware of such ignorance in me twinges my being. :\ (Err. I know, I'm just emo like this.) Why? Because the only way to reach my dreams is to know, to learn, to understand. Well, who's there to blame but I, myself, right? Cause I simply hope. I simply mope. (Oooh! Rhyming! LOL!) And I don't do anything about it. Hmmm. BLAH.
I know this is such a pathetic part of an entry but whatevvvvv. -_-
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4 days to go til second semester. Ooooh. 20 units, here I come! :)) RIGHT. :|
I read my the entry before this and it quite surprised me that I didn't write anything about my grades. LOL! Ooooh. Is this is a sign that I'm becoming a better person? A person who doesn't languish over grades? OOOORRRR. Is this a sign that I'm becoming worse? ~ The fact that I don't care... It's bad right? -_- Well, since I've mentioned it... Hmm... My grades are fine. HMMMMMM. (After deciding whether to express true feelings about the grades or not.....) YES. I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT. Not that it isn't good, it's actually "FINE" for a college student. (Errr. This is one of the reasons why I dislike the word "fine") Honestly, I feel bad because I deserve the grade. Yes, I deserve it. I deserve it so much that when I look at it, I see a SLACKER ME. ~ Which just simply mean: My performance during the first sem isn't good, so my grades tell me that. BANGAG.
I'm not even a College Scholar. I know there aren't scholarship grants when you reach the certain GWA for US (University Scholar) or CS, but... the mere title is such a reward. WHICH SUCKS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE IT. -_- Do you hate me so much now? Lol. A slacker expecting to be College Scholar?
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One week and counting... Thank God. :)
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May I fangirl now? :))
I saw this on LiveJournal.
YOOSU <3 It makes me happy that YooChun only do those kinds of weird stuff to Junsu. <333 OH LOVELIES.
I know this image are so waaaay back. But whatev. :)
~~~ Errr. Now I feel sad knowing that when the second semester starts, I wouldn't be able to check on my YooSu. :'( PHAAAILLLLS.
Yeah right Donna. The last time I heard, your latest greates weakness is these two. You just can't get your mind off them. (Forgive me, I'm talking to myself. LOL~)
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I saw this too on LiveJournal. And this too, made my day:::
Yes. That's my husband, carrying our baby. Isn't our baby such a cuuuuutiiie? :"> Looks very much like his/her parents~~~! (LOL, I don't even know what the gender of the kid is. LOOOOL!) Okay, Ima stop my fantasy now. Hm. This pic was from his drama- yes, Happy Events at Chunja's. I don't know why there's a baby cause, again, haven't watch it. I'm such a bad wife. :)) =)) Yeah right, dream on. :))
Kibum-ssi, you still make my heart flutter. When will I ever see you in person?
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And I guess, I'm back to reading YooSu and JaeHo. :)
LATER. :)
