One more week to go before second sem. Ulk~ This is sooooo frustrating. I don't wanna go to school yet. T_T
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The feeling of being in love. To listen, to read and to watch people who are in love makes me wonder how it would really feel like to have someone special. Err~ Not that I have no special people in my life. There are a lot, of course. But to have that someone who'd tell you, "I love you more" when you say I love you is like a weird fantasy of mine. Okay, don't get me wrong... I'm not wishing for a boyfriend or girlfriend (?) right now. It's just, knowing that some people feel what I don't feelkeeps me thinking, seriously thinking O_O. The bottomless pit of possibilities, all those what-ifs and what-could-haves. Those how-i-wish-i-have-The-One type of thing. Yes, I bet searching the right one would be fun. It gives me thrill just by thinking about it. BUT on the other hand, it also leaves me that uneasy feeling. As a "spiritual" person, a part of me tells me that these things are worthless dreams, worthless. That searching, longing and wishing for the right one to come doesn't make me a good person. Sometimes, I ask myself, why bother feel that incompleteness when in fact, you have God by your side? He's always the missing piece there is to every incomplete puzzle. Oftentimes I scold myself for being too demanding and greedy, asking Him to give me the right one when in fact He is the only One. Right? ~~ ERRR I DON'T KNOW. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm such a crazy pitiful ass now. =P
SERIOUSLY. O_O Was that even I writing? Lol! Don't mind me. O_O;; Just laugh at what was written for my sake, okiedokie? :)) (Have no plans on erasing it. Ima saving it for future use. Who knows.)
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Okay, let's leave all the drama for now. In-love or not, there's no stopping me for loving YooSu very soooo. LOL! YooChun <3 JunSu. JunSu <3 YooChun. Oh can you feel the loooooooove? 8D Fan fiction authors are coooool. :D HAYLAVEM <3
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There's this guy named Pablo Banila from UP. He has been the buzz of Philippine Internet right now. Err~ they say he's crazy cause he's been viewing profiles of different people, random ones. He viewed my multiply and friendster twice. He says he's gonna rule the Philippines. Errr. I really don't have any say on this. Twas a random thought worth sharing.
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Tomorrow, I shall wake up early. And jog. ~~~ ACK! The idea of jogging frustrates me. Not because I don't like jogging and all that. It's all because of those weird-kanto-looking boys. If I were a totally deranged war-freak girl, I'd shoot them right on the spot after they call out to me, "Miss! Anong pangalan mo? Sabayan kita magjogging gusto mo? Ilang taon ka na? San ka nakatira?" O_O And as if they weren't irritating enough, they'd call out once more, "Miss! Miss! Ito oh! Yung kasama namin! May crush sayo!!! Ano daw number mo!" .................. fklsdjvflnksfhciwmjnfoxodjsngbfdkasjhskjifdkjksfjsdkledj!!!!!.......... BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG! When will they stoooop? Can't they grow tired of themselves? Errr... But of course, I can't just raise my middle finger at them.. for all I know, those guys would prolly go woot! seeing how irritated I am. And unfortunately, I can't shoot them either. SO. I'd rather get hold of myself and keep my calm. Imagining DBSK and Super Junior jogging with me. =)) LOL! Or imganing some scenes from the latest fanfic I've read the other night. Or imagining a YooSu LIVE action in front of me. =)) LOL! It's better that way I guess. =)) =)) My fangirling put to use. =)) I AM A WEIRDO.
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You, yes You. I think I'm such a sinner for not being able to check up on how You're doing. How are You up there? :) I'm sorry for being an ass. I love You. I'm still saying it. :)
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Read some quotes. Lemme share you some:
"Can you direct me to the nearest phone box...coz I gotta call God to tell him I've found his missing angel." :)) ROFL.
"It is better to light one candle than curse the darkness." -Chinese proverb
"Rock and roll is the hamburger that ate the world."
"If Barbie's so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?"
"Here we are at the 21st century, but where's the world of the future we were always told about? Where are the flying cars? Where are the robots doing our housework? Where are the people zippingaround in jetpacks? I'm sorry, but clapping my lights on and off doesn't cut it."
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I think I need a YooSu crack right now. :)