TT_TT So. After how many days of not being able to go online and not being able to use my laptop nor the computer... thank God, the banned-days are finally over. Yes, it all started before that overnight bonding at Paula's. Though that time, I wasn't fully aware that I've caused so much trouble already. Anyhow, I wouldn't want to spill some of the details anymore cause I practically want to forget all about it. What matters is, now, I fully understand that this whole parents-daughter thing is an absurd relationship. Yes. Not that I don't love my parents, well... I'm not in that stage, yet. But it's just that for some weird reasons, we are able to live under one-roof with such rules and regulations I can't comprehend much. I do believe families have their own set of stuff to follow, but the set of rules we have... it's kinda confusing. I don't know if there's legal basis to it or whatsoever, or it was just plain rules that my parents set up... y'know, from their own "how to make your child the best child one parent can have" book. -_-
And each time I think about this, I always tell myself that I'm still young and narrow-minded and blah, so I need to keep up with this whole messed up thing cause like, I know little about the real world out there. O_o But then again, what's it to be called a "relationship" when it's all one-sided, right? I'm like having an arguement within me whether to be assertive or like... to be distant. By being assertive, things could be clearer in points of views, OR could be a lot worse, cause for all I know, they're gonna be so high up there, looking down on me and not even listening to a single a word I say in my defense. Hmm. Well, by being distant, I just don't know. It seemed hard. But at the same time, refreshing. I can just imagine myself not sharing to them what happened to me for a day. Well, it would be sad quite a bit cause a not-sharing-Donna is simply not me. Anyway Cmon, can't I exercise my right to remain silent? LOL~! :)) But hell, seriously. I guess I would go to that way. Hmm.. but we'll still see. I've been successful for the past 2 days. Hoorah. LOL. I'm being a bad daughter now, aint I? -_-
Err. Tell me what you think.
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HELP!
I'm really in need of a great diet-plan. I'm a pig. Both literally and figuratively. I think I'm becoming "fatter" than before. And! I've been like sleeping and eating my sembreak days! Do I even move, you ask? Well... I do household chores. That includes cleaning the dishes, sweeping, fixing stuffs (and when I say stuff, AS IN STUFF! If I can just let you see how messy our study room is, you'd prolly praise yourself for having that room of yours which you've thought was the worst. Anyway, blame kids.) hmm... what else? cooking? Lol. Err, that's it. SEEEEEE? I'm really making the most out of my break~ :))
So. Now, what do I do?
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Okay. I need some YooSu loving right now :) So babooosh. Ima read fanfics <33333 and watch vids <33333
Which reminds me, I still have to watch the MNET thing today of SHINee :) AMIGOOOO :D *Crossing her fingers, hoping their song isn't as gay as the title* LOL~